Love & Hate

What is this feeling that I feel
It's running through my veins
It's one of those things you can't explain
Like I'm torn between love and hate
And I can't find the right words to say
I'm just the flower, I'm not the planter
I can't speak because I have no more words to say
Oh, it's only pain that runs through my veins
But it's a feeling I just can't explain
Close your eyes and picture a world so devine
The sun is always shining
I always know where to find myself
The blue skies go on forever
Nothing ever isn't right
Yeah, that's where I wish I could be
But it's no where in sight
I have all this grey sky
No sunlight to see
Always running wild
I don't know where to find myself
I scream till I can scream no more
And still no one can hear me
I'm in a state of utter misery
It's always surrounding me
It won't let go of me
Because it's got such a tight hold of me
What will become of me
Torn between love and hate
It's only love
It's only pain
But it makes me wake
Never easy to keep fighting this war
I'm ready to surrender
Can't you see my flag?
I know this battle is far from won
But I just can't fight it anymore
I'm torn between love and hate
It's one of those things you can't explain
I just can't explain

Bitter Sweet

Life is bitter sweet
Truth is sometimes more than just skin deep
Answers seem to be so far out of reach
With every blink of an eye
It seems like a lifetime is passing by
And no matter how hard you try
Spending so much of your time
Wishing for brighter days
And no more bitter nights
Just give me some wings so I can fly
Let me run away so I can hide
So I can continue my constant search
For the peace I can never seem to find
Let me open up my eyes and see a sign
Please give me hope for tomorrow
Give back long summer days
And never ending stary skies
Let me dance in the rain
Give me no fears
And nothing to hide
Give me a crisp fall day
To be able to escape from this place
Please let me long for those days
Oh how I long for those days
But this world is not fair
This world is not kind
And you're left torn between the lines
Bitter sweet
This life is bitter sweet

Shark In The Water

There's a shark in the water
But I can't swim to shore
I keep swimming and swimming
But I can't find a cure
I can't sjake this feeling
I can't see the surface anymore
I'm just sinking down deeper and deeper
Till I cna't breathe no more
I'm fighting the current
I'm reaching for a hand
But it's pulling me deeper
And I don't understand
There's a shark in the water
And I can't see the shore
There's a shark in the water
Oh, I can't breathe anymore
Don't let it consume me
Just let water rush into me
I swim and swim till I can't swim no more
But this shark in the water has me swiming some more
There's a shark in the water
And I can't breathe anymore